Speaks some pretty words
But on the inside she's dying
A fate that wasn't meant for her
The pain keeps her up at night
Ringing in her ears
But letting go of all of that
Would mean facing her deepest fear
She made the mistake of trusting before
And it nearly wiped her out
Now she waits for next catastrophe
That will try and take her out
She imagines it from time to time
And wonders if it will hurt
She thinks about if they will miss her
Once they cover her with dirt
She wants to run away
Before she gets the urge to try
To end her life so simple and quick
They don't have time to ask why
